You do not remember standing.
You do not remember crossing the dance floor.
You only remember taking your son’s face in both hands and crying with a sound that comes from somewhere older than language. Around you, people are openly sobbing. There is no dignity left in the room and somehow that makes it holy. Lara is crying, Elena is crying, even Lara’s father is staring at the ceiling like a man engaged in difficult negotiations with his own composure.
When you can finally speak, your voice comes out torn but clear.
“I don’t need a house to know I was loved,” you tell him.
Marco shakes his head. “I know.”
“But…” You look from him to Lara, to the folder, to the giant photograph of your younger self in the green dress. “I will accept it because it comes from your heart.”
Lara lets out a wet laugh of relief.
