One glance at the spotless home behind her told me that wasn’t true.
Michael tried another approach.
“Maybe we could help you find assisted living.”
“It costs three thousand dollars a month,” I replied. “I receive eight hundred from Social Security.”
“There are government programs,” Ashley suggested brightly. “I’m sure someone in your situation qualifies.”
Someone in my situation.
Not Michael’s mother.
Just another elderly woman who belonged in someone else’s care.
Realizing I wasn’t welcome, I thanked them anyway.
“Don’t worry about it. I’ll figure something out.”
As I rolled back toward the waiting cab, Michael called after me.
“Mom, don’t be like that.”
“Like what?”
“Realistic.”
Those words stayed with me all the way home.
That night, lying awake on my couch, I accepted something I had refused to believe for months.
I was completely alone.
The following morning I decided to clean Robert’s old office, hoping the distraction would quiet my thoughts. Most of the drawers held nothing but old receipts and forgotten paperwork, until my hand touched an elegant business card hidden behind a folder.