We reached the loading bay where the ambulance stood waiting, its red and blue lights reflecting off the dirty snow piled against the concrete barrier.
The paramedics lifted the gurney, sliding it smoothly into the track on the ambulance floor.
My mother did not look at me.
Her eyes were fixed on the metal ceiling of the vehicle, her expression blank, stripped of the aristocratic pride that had defined her entire life.
Our relationship would never be repaired; it was simply something to be managed now, from a distance, through medical bills and quiet arrangements.
The paramedic stepped up into the cabin and grabbed the handle of the heavy rear door.
He pulled it toward him, and the metal latches clicked into place with a heavy, final thud.
I watched the ambulance doors close as my mother was taken away.
The kitchen table was clear of the clutter that had piled up over the last three weeks.