The pregnancy would stop belonging to me.
It would become a battle over reputation, control, and who deserved access to my child.
I could not carry a baby and fight that war at the same time.
Instead, I documented everything.
I saved appointment dates, ultrasound reports, medical notes, receipts, timelines, and copies of every relevant record.
The habit might have appeared cold to someone else.
To me, it felt like survival.
Military life had taught me that hope was not a strategy.