It wasn't Claire.
It was a police officer.
A storm had hit unexpectedly.
Claire's vehicle had been traveling along a riverside road when she lost control.
Her car broke through a barrier and went into the water.
Rescue crews had recovered the vehicle.
But the river current was extremely strong.
They hadn't found her alive.
My mother collapsed.
My father began sobbing.
I stood there in my wedding dress.
I couldn't move.
I couldn't scream.
I couldn't cry.
My brain simply refused to accept what I was hearing.
My sister was dead.
On my wedding day.
The day that was supposed to become the beginning of my new life had become the day I lost the person who had known me longer than anyone else.
Ryan held me.
He told me everything would be okay.
But it wasn't okay.
Nothing was okay.
The Week After
The next seven days barely existed in my memory.