part 2 My own mother said my PhD graduation wasn’t worth the flight,

“Mom wants to see you,” he said.

My stomach tightened.

“I’m sure she does.”

“She’s upset.”

I looked at him.

He winced. “Bad word choice.”

“Yes.”

“She’s… shaken.”

“That sounds closer.”

“She said she wants to explain.”

I almost smiled. “Explain what?”

“I don’t know.”

“Derek, I didn’t come here to punish her.”

“I know.”

“Do you?”

He held my gaze. “After that speech? Yeah. I do.”

Something in his answer disarmed me.

For years, I had imagined my brother as part of the wall between me and my parents. Now here he was, standing in a corridor, looking as though he had discovered a door neither of us knew existed.

“I have a reception,” I said.

“Right. Of course.”

“And you have your family dinner.”

His expression changed.

“What?”

“Mom told me months ago. Big dinner. Favorite restaurant. Champagne. All the things.”

He looked away.