I closed my eyes.
Part of me wanted to feel satisfied. Another part, the tired and bruised part, felt nothing but shame, as if my father’s cruelty still somehow belonged to me.
“I didn’t want a scene,” I said.
Richard leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees.
“Claire, you didn’t create the scene. You asked for help.”
The words were simple, but something inside me loosened. Maybe because nobody in my parents’ house had ever said it that way. Need was always treated like failure. Pain was treated like drama. Asking for help meant you had mismanaged your life.
“I called them because I didn’t know what else to do,” I said, my voice shaking.
“I know.”
“I thought maybe because it was Noah…”
My throat closed around his name.
Aunt Evelyn came nearer. “Honey, they should have come because it was you.”
The softness in her voice broke something I had been trying hard to hold together. Tears slipped sideways into my hairline, stinging near the stitches above my eye. I hated crying in front of people, but there was no dignity left to defend. Not that night.
