“That doesn’t answer my question.”
Then came the words that stayed with me for eight years.
“I don’t believe this pregnancy is mine.”
I begged him to wait.
To see the doctor.
To take a test.
He refused.
Within weeks, he had moved out.
His family believed him.
His friends believed him.
And eventually, the divorce papers arrived.
I signed them while seven months pregnant.
I gave birth to four boys.
Yes.
Four.
The doctors had discovered the truth during an ultrasound.
Four babies.
Four heartbeats.
A rare pregnancy.
Adrian never came to see them.
Not once.
And now, eight years later, he wanted me to bring them to Christmas.
I wondered if he remembered what he had said.
I wondered if he would recognize his own face staring back at him.