Emily laughed through her tears.
"She sounds like us."
I looked at the towels.
"Ivy was stubborn."
Then I looked at my daughters.
Then I looked at the ocean.
For the first time in 18 years, I said all four names out loud.
Sarah.
Ivy.
Emily.
Grace.
Nothing broke.
No one disappeared.
No love became smaller.
Nothing broke.
***
For 18 years, I thought that beach was where my life had split in two.
That day, I finally understood.
My grief could stay.
But my love was coming with me.