I arrived at the port with our baby twins to surprise my husband, who was returning from months at sea

And it came out, and there was a fortnight of it, and then we carried on.

And I have described that fortnight, for four years, as me being talked out of what I could see.

And in the May I made myself remember who did the talking.

Dinah said her sentence at that table. That happened and I have it word for word.

And my own mother said something as well, about a week later, and so did my sister, and so did a friend of mine at work — four separate people, all of whom thought he was worth another go, because he was twenty-seven and because we had been together six years.

And so did I.

I decided to stay in 2021. Me, at the end of a fortnight, on my own, in a bath, for reasons that were mine.

And for four years I have been carrying a single sentence from one woman as the reason I did not leave.

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