I reached for Chris’s hand.
He immediately pulled it away.
The next morning, his suitcase was standing by the front door.
“Are you really leaving?”
Chris wouldn’t even look me in the eyes.
“I can’t live in hospitals every day. I can’t watch her suffer.”
The children were standing at the top of the stairs.
Lily silently held her brother’s hand.
Ben asked only one thing.
“Daddy, when are you coming back?”
Chris didn’t answer.
He left.
And he never called again.
I thought nothing worse could possibly happen to our family.
Five months later, in the same hospital, the doctor sat me down in front of him for the second time.
This time, he was holding Ben’s test results.
The moment I saw the doctor’s face, I understood before he even spoke.
Ben had cancer too.