Small gestures that show she’s trying.
Teresa and I are close friends.
Her kids call me Aunt Betty.
And the $850 in rent I receive each month, plus the $2,300 from Emily’s payment plan, allow me to live with dignity.
With independence.
With peace.
Did I get my family back?
Not completely.
Some wounds left permanent scars.
But I got something more important back.
I got myself back.
I got my name back.
My voice.
My right to be treated with respect.
And I learned that sometimes the most important love isn’t the one you give.
It’s the one you give yourself.
Last week, Sarah gave me a new drawing.
It was me standing in front of a house with a suitcase in my hand and a smile on my face.
Underneath she wrote in uneven letters, “My grandma Beatatrice, the bravest woman I know, because she knew when to leave and when she was ready to come back.”