Now I heard something else:
Dependence.
He was planning a life without me while encouraging me to build one with fewer exits.
“I’ll think about it,” I said.
After he fell asleep, I opened my laptop.
I might’ve heard love in that.
My manager had emailed to confirm whether I was returning on schedule.
For weeks, I’d told myself I’d answer after Elon and I talked.
I typed:
“Yes, I’m still planning to return.”
I deleted it once.
Then I typed it again and pressed Send.
The next morning, my manager called.
“We’re glad you’re coming back, Madeline. We’ve missed you.”
After we confirmed my return date, I sat beside Sophie and let those words settle.
“Apparently I’m still me,” I told her.
Then I got to work.
“We’re glad you’re coming back, Madeline.”
I pulled out the folder with my leave documents, insurance information, and household bills. Near the bottom was our prenup.