Three weeks later, I returned to work and continued getting proper advice about the separation and prenup.
I looked at the man I’d loved.
Elon and I kept our conversations about Sophie calm. Whatever happened between us, she wasn’t going to become a weapon.
One morning, I wrote my usual list at Mom and Dad’s kitchen counter:
Sophie’s bottles, work presentation, groceries.
Then I added:
Something for me.
I wrote my usual list.
Mom noticed.
“I like that one.”
“So do I.”
For months, I’d confused love with disappearing into everyone else’s needs.
I didn’t anymore.
I still didn’t know exactly what my future looked like.
But for the first time since Sophie was born, I was building it on purpose.
And Elon wasn’t the one holding the pen